so i havent been updating meaningful things lately and i wonder why.
maybe its the fact that my life isnt that interesting and that kind of makes me upset.
but thats alright. you know why? because summer is almost here.
i have to make a random note. im totally in love with the autosave for livejournal. it actually SAVES what ever im writing and even switches from mozilla to explorer. kudos to those people that made that.
anywho. summers almost here and that means many many hours or work. meaning lots of money for estefania. will i save it for desperate money for college? heck no. im spending that shit for gas money and spoiling the hell out of myself when i can. which means mucho books and i'll actually have the time to read.
i went to waldenbooks with jesse before photography and that just makes me want to buy sooooo many more books. gah! but it makes me sad because now i dont even have enough time to write in my journal. which also leads to a tangent about a journal i saw at waldens that had a great asian cover. lol, it sounds weird but i liked feeling the design on the cover. anywho. writing. yeah. well, i want to write more. especially my story that im writing right now but i know i need to plan things out. but then again, i dont think that my writings any good. oh well.
but im super uber excited about books recently because my favorite authors are releasing their books SOON! thats right, my two favorite authors are releasing their books only a week a part from eachother. that excites me so much.
oh and when i get enough money, im going to go read books about harry potter. i just love the things some people think of.
some of you may be wondering why i would want to read things that might actually spoil the seventh book. its not that. i wouldnt want to spoil the seventh book if my life depended on it but i just like widening my range of thought. its just like, omg, i never thought of that. and when its all over and i know what happens, i'll be like, heh, that was
a good idea but it wasnt true. and just looking at at all the things i loved about harry potter.
what makes me sad is the downfall of know it. the downfall of mugglenet.com. lol. i know, its stupid but i've been going there since 2002 and you all should know i dont effing like change.
anyways. thats something that was on my mind.
ah yes, and camping. aka valdez. need to plan. only WEEKS AWAY!!!
does that get you excited?
it damn well should. i nearly wet myself just saying it.
i think we should do it at least a week after school gets out. why? because estefania needs to save up.
well heres the dealio since we havent discussed this for awhile, im gonna beginning.estefania
(thats me) will be in charge of:
(i.e. car/gas money)
(i.e. cost of hotel)
(if you dont wanna use my tent)kim
(food, you dumb ass)
(ice and whatnot)
at this moment, i can not think of anything else except bring your own god damn blankets! gosh, you guys are so needy right now. anywho. thats all i want to share. oh yeah. and about the:
well, if you guys have any wood, well, save it so we can actually use it for fire. oh yes, i just remembered about the little things like baby wipes to clean your face when it gets sticky and what not. yeah, i know it sounds weird but what ever.
and this last part:
You Are Sunrise
You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.
yeah, i know you guys dont think this really decribes me but it actually does. at least in my subconscience. i usually space out and dont really conscientiously reflect and meditate but its there still. and yeah, i know it sounds crazy but its true. i cant really describe it better than that.
so now its two. guh. i wanted to watch narnia before i went to bed. eh oh well.
i just like to add one more thing.
late night adventures + my kitties = best thing ever
good night. <333